I've tried to say, each day, in different ways, how much I love you. I realize that this isn't a task for mere words, but a task that requires action. So I've decided to use my long-dead Xanga account to write a letter for you and all of your family to see. I believe that this action will demonstrate the fact that I love you very much.
When I first met you, I knew in my head that "we" would be something special. I didn't know what that meant or what it would entail, but I knew that creating an "us" was important. At first, I thought that we'd end up like my boss Dan and his girlfriend, just dating for a long, long, time. A great and many years. But soon it became clear to me that God had something else planned for us, something very wonderful and amazing.
And now we stand, a mere five years later, and it feels as if we have been together a lifetime. You are more than just my wife, you are my best friend. I pray to God we remain together forever, because I don't know what I would do without you. That is how important that you have become in my life. You have, in some sense, become my life.
Though I love Ashleigh a great deal in her own right, having her extends my love for you and inspires more love for you. Ashleigh is as much a part of you as she is of me, and that makes me love you all the more.
So here's to a happy life in the future for us. Sorry for the goofy video, but it was the only one I could find. So I forever dedicate that song to you, my wonderful Brown-Eyed Girl.